

I'm Not Everything I Want to Be
The story of the photographer Libuše Jarcovjáková
Genres
Overview
After the Soviet invasion of Czechoslovakia in 1968, Libuše Jarcovjáková, a young female photographer, strives to break free from the constraints of Czechoslovak normalization and embarks on a wild journey towards freedom, capturing her experiences on thousands of subjective photographs.
Details
Budget
$0
Revenue
$0
Runtime
91 min
Release Date
2024-10-03
Status
Released
Original Language
Czech
Vote Count
3
Vote Average
8
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Self - Photographer / Narrator (voice)
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